Wednesday, November 25, 2015
Sub Terra Vita
By Tim Krenz
October 26, 2015
Chronicle #22—A Brief Autobiography
of the Valley Underground, Part I—Introduction
sub terra vita, “underground
life,” like any homespun tale, starts the legend at home. The story
possesses, like the life of an individual person, many highs, some
lows, successes and failures, and far too many of the latter to leave
out. Amid uncountable laughs, and some of the bitter sadness, the
creative biography (not a history) of the Valley's underground takes
the good and bad parts, to resolve lessons, and to live well in the
memory of all before, and all today, as we live gratefully with
experienced courage to our future.
This story uses a triumph of the saga,
its context, for a relevance of today. As with saga, it serves its
own end, as a piece of the puzzle, of “what happened here, and
why?”
The underground in the St. Croix Valley
carries parts of the past, some more distant times, some of them
ruins and lore, in many harmless stories of childhood adventure, with
some harsher stories of adults from different eras. It all happens
among hidden relics, from youthful playgrounds to the playing fields
of the ageless and aged. Some of the story may occur on the literal
surface plane of the world, the street-level and farm-field, or
forested-, hill views. It all, on the other hand, relates to sub
terra, below the viewpoint of the average living world.
Some underground locations only remain
temples in memories, for they do not or may not exist anymore. For
some tunnels, cellars, alleyways, holes, crevices, crags, caves,
etc., etc., and other places, no location can exist except in the
telling of these stories of Valley living. One rule, though, must
remain: names, proper and placed in perfect remembrance otherwise,
must remain runic and undecipherable, to the code, without the key to
decipher, if necessary and proper to do so.
A final requirement of the underground
carries into its biography, or even in some cases its creative story,
as part-history/part-fiction: That the simple, good story does always
end well, whether or not guilty of good cheer, fellowship, and
camaraderie. Furthermore, even if it ends in some thing less than
completely happy, the stories might carry enough true of the form, of
something we can learn. Like all life in context, we aim to make a
positive and optimistic outcome, a whole-better good of the result,
prevailing to success in later living, in some important way.
The spirit of the story, the intent of
this brief, creative-biography, finds the triumph that derives of
sharing good meaning, for the alive and the awake. Hopefully, these
tales, these acts of life, can show themselves as the things
worthwhile telling, sharing somethings about ourselves, about Our
Valley, that make it more interesting than we realized. And,
hopefully, readers will judge this sub-series of chronicles
worthwhile reading and recalling, someday much later.
And where does one begin this story of
the Underground in our Valley? Properly, it must begin at the start.
. . at the house where I grew up, by the railroad tracks, in our St.
Croix Valley town of Osceola. From very young, to now, in several
different houses, many different communities, and after traveling a
fair stretch of America, I find my life and my experiences in many
ways have connected to things and structures below the ground-eye
level. In much of my youth, and in adulthood, I find a theme of
sorts, and much of that theme sub terra.Unlike Dostoevsky's
Notes from Underground, a
great work by a great author, my living in the theme might seem
mundane, but with interesting highlights. Still, it all goes back to
the house where I grew up on Third Avenue, in Osceola, many decades
ago. . . .
Sub Terra Vita Chronicle #21—Hallowed These Traditions: Remembering All Saints Eve in Osceola
Sub Terra Vita
By Tim Krenz
October 19, 2015
Chronicle #21—Hallowed These
Traditions: Remembering All Saints Eve in Osceola
On that October 31st every
year, little cloaked ghosts, goblins, and ghouls wandered in the
feckless pursuit of fun, mischief, and above all, candy in the
buckets and bags we expectantly carried. On the chilly Autumn nights
of the years as a youngster in Osceola, our little gang from the
topside of town, around the water tower park above the railroad
tracks, reveled in the merriment of costumes, tricks, dares, and
youth in pursuit of the ultimate milk chocolates and sour candies.
Even before starting kindergarten,
Halloween parties, as now, formed the norm. My cousin on Gerald
Street, across the Third Avenue gulch from my house, hosted parties
in the family room basement, presented and entertained by our
sisters. The neighborhood guys and girls, and the friends from the
country, excited in our outfits of clowns, cowboys, angels, and of
course, ghosts, Dracula, and Monstersteins. We wowed in the
cotton-pulled spider webs and paper cutouts of skeletons, as we
carved pumpkins with little skills in arts of variety. Another
memorable party, at the houses at the top of Sledding Hill, we really
did play such games as pinning tails, whacking pinatas, and bobbing
for apples, the latter in real, old, tin wash basins—which people
now call antiques. Legends of those wash tubs persist in the age of
rubberized storage crates, of course.
Walking the neighborhoods topside and
downtown, and overside again, uphill all three ways, incidentally, we
wore thin cheap polyester throw-away superhero and villain capes and
suits, capped by very flimsy, thin, weak plastic masks of smiling
cartoon figures, and all of this accouterments held together by thin
and weak stapled rubber-elastic strings. We did not have the
super-foam costumes of current Hollywood movies. G.I. outfits came
from dads' grab bags of their service days before our birth.
Walking the nights, not walking the
dead, but more like kids off the leash, I remember a friend from the
old gang, who kept egging the rest of us in a whisper to, “Smash
the pumpkin, quick. Knock it off the rail.” He would not do it.
Neither did we, as one lady gave us generous handfuls of chocolate
bars, while admonishing us, politely, to our shame, “Don't break my
pumpkins.” She said it with a smile. Other things, like the Haunted
House at the old classic Skelly Gas station, still present at the
corner of Cascade Street and Second Avenue, also weigh well and
remain worth remembering. All good fun had to end, and then the
transition between childhood and graduation came, far too early to
usefully party small or live large.
In those odd, pre-teen years, the dad
of my best friend, Paul, took Paul and I to the beautiful brick
Baptist Church (still standing, on the corner of Third Avenue and
Cascade Street) on Halloween night, where we sat in the pews, ate the
spreads of snacks, and watched Disney movies. We saw in a succession
of years, movies shown on portable screens, illuminated by real film
projectors, the classics of good story, not gore and senseless
cruelty. Who remembers film projectors may also remember The Cat
From Witch Mountain and
Escape from Outer
Space, or does that not sound familiar to fading memories?
Far from zombies and the allure of
romantic vampires, one of the best Halloween stories, Disney's The
Legend of Sleepy Hollow, recalls more simple context to
what I really miss about youth, and what we all miss in adulthood:
Things that show and tell a good story, about living in the Valley,
at any age, not to lament its passing, but to build on the present so
the future feels normal. In that, have a safe and fulfilling
Halloween next week. Plan to have spontaneous fun, if all else fails,
and share the story of your time doing it, and living here, now, both
young and older.
Monday, November 09, 2015
Sub Terra Vita Chronicle #20—Falling in the Image of the Words
Sub Terra Vita
By Tim Krenz
October 12, 2015
Chronicle
#20—Falling
in the Image of the Words
It fits for a fall in our Valley, to
glory and applaud its richness and depth. And how deep and how
wealthy our spirits run and prosper by the simple things and natural
phenomena of life here, like life elsewhere, where a land living, as
a season of dormancy approaches, mixes in the patterns and roots of a
tradition and a culture. Here, in our Valley, in our small gullies of
private colors or in our centers of gathering, the times change but
the time of our age and wonderment stays fundamentally familiar to
the place and people who live here.
The colors of nature turn, and the
soft-less autumn winds blow the dryer luft of leaf and grass, dust
and hay, in a whisp of whispering fall. Above the trees and across
the fields, the skies set ground-ward the slight silhouette shadows
emanating from cackling sounds of living, seasonal migrations.
Forests and waters changed by the of colors of cooler temperature,
reflect the artistry of god's tempera done of land and skies. Soon,
the waves will churn with cold, until the waves of water freeze into
the lines of ice.
Humans and all animals ready themselves
for the times and the rituals with the season. We hurrahed our last
summertime pleasures, and now see new fields bared from the harvested
bounty of earth and labor. The times change soon for everyone to
attend other duties, first, and other joys, hobbies and pleasures,
which by tradition, we make and reflect new memories.
And in our times, what new memories can
we make? By what means of today's living, can we preserve our
experience with the honor of enshrining it? Where will the
preservation of our culture and our core values, in the context and
the meaning of it, find a firm connection between what we see and
what we feel? Hence, our modern dilemma, our contradiction in
inclusive terms, between things that have permanency and the things
that increasingly acquire frivolous use(s).
In our age, however, the “impermanency”
of thought, emotion, sight and the speed of reflecting those
qualities, from good or foul stimuli, have a norm in our
communications. They get too easily rendered and misplaced, and
somewhat quickly forgot, in the “digitalish” of electronic snow.
We can amaze and wonder, at the power byte or the pixels of a dense
numbered geometry in a square of some tool, which few know how to
repair with an easy fix, if broken, or even, heavens-to-mercy,
“crashed kaput” (!).
Some lucky few, but very few, people
can take a pic of some aspect of personal life or nature's sculptures
that have true intrinsic meaning to these mortal and moral questions
of our lives and for this world. Power(s) to them if they do. Most
of us, unfortunately (including myself), cannot. In this, we have a
solution.
We have beautiful land, interesting
people, some nice neighbors, and the height of the god's autumn gift
in our Valley. Honor, in pics, but choose it carefully. More than
this, defined by this challenge, write the words that honor that one
picture, by even a finding the precise word that defines a thousand
pictures, and defy the capture of a thousand emotions that constrain
the experience. One feels, in the presence of a pithy note to the
world, the presence of memory. Pictures can only talk, but very few
words always speak better. Combined, the artistry of life gets a
context. And the memory will . . .continue, beyond present meaning.
Monday, November 02, 2015
Sub Terra Vita: Chronicle #19—Unforgetful in Autumn's Fields.
Sub Terra Vita
By Tim Krenz
October 5, 2015
Chronicle #19—Unforgetful in Autumn's
Fields.
Like all youth, I came from the
impatient generation, growing up in Osceola. From kindergarten
through sixth grade, my classmates and I started and finished
elementary school in the same building where it remains today. I
remember some of the notable highlights, besides learning the basics
of the order, orthodoxy, and rigidity of society and our society's
underwhelming expectations of young people, like then like now.
Of these various memories of youth, I
remember one autumn day, in 4th or 5th grade,
when my classmates and I dared to fly afield from the limits of
school during recess, and we adventured to the “Holy Land,” to
play a pick-up game on the practice field of the high school football
team. In our eagerness, our impatience to break new frontiers, we
tried the patience of Mrs. W., the playground supervisor. The usual
attraction of the fast kid “lipping” off the slow kid, and the
slow kid, never quite able to catch the fast kid, had failed in its
luster. We had bored ourselves, with our playground surroundings—the
pavement, the swings and slides, the monkey bars, and the
sick-go-round, early enough in the school year. I felt that limits,
boredom, and rules sickened my sense of purpose. I do not remember
who said it, but someone suggested, “Hey, let's go up the hill to
play football.” Time for fun.
The varsity football practice field, on
the plateau of the Eighth Avenue hill, where Oak Court now paves the
Olympus of the gridiron titans, sat beyond our playground limits,
south of our school, almost halfway to the high school and famous
Oakey Park, down the other side of the hill. Of course, since we
enjoyed only a short recess, we ran like Olympian sprinters up the
“wagon path” between the forests of oaks and maples beginning
their run to winter with the fall-bleeding of summer in orangish,
yellow-red and brown-drab leaves, and past the rows of evergreen
trees, quite young and new. We knew, but not really, that we broke
the rules of school.
At the top of the slope, I remember my
awe on that obscure dirt-flown grass turf. On the western side of the
field, beyond the blocking sleds, stood tall the wooden monolith, the
goalpost made from round timbers—two tall posts, with a cross post
halfway to their top. We must have chosen teams of 5 or 6 boys
apiece. And as most normally happened, I probably got picked last. We
could only have played for 5 or no more than 10 minutes, and I don't
remember if either team scored, before faintly hearing the recall
bell. I remember running as a group, down the slope on that wide path
between the trees. I do not remember if we ran there for recess
again, but I do think we found ourselves in a little trouble.
Because it no longer exist, except in
lore, like the games of Olympus, I dare call it a “forgotten
field,” a secret of Osceola's “small values” past, quite
unrequited a place in the history of the village. It became nothing
more than a former football practice field, and later a playground,
covered with houses in the change of time. But somethings do change,
good and bad, even the triumphant spirit of impatience.
My classmates and I did something, far
beyond the risks of punishment then. We exceeded our own limits of
courage, in a way, something not done and not condoned in today's
world, and for very good reasons no longer allowed to mischievous,
though innocent kids. As I think now, of then, I smile at our
defiance, our quest to adventure, to exceed just a little, the limits
placed by order, orthodoxy, and rigidity. In 1980, or thereabouts, we
could. We lived, we merry miscreants, we gang of rebels, to win our
time, on lost playing fields of Osceola.